Thursday, August 13, 2009

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I lie.

Like all the time.

Even when I don’t have to, I lie.

My parents don’t trust me, my friends don’t trust me, and I’m finding it hard to keep up with the lies I made in the past.

I want to change, but whenever I do something wrong, I just blurt out the most whimsical lie and avoid getting blamed or punished.

I want to change, but I can’t.

Why can't I change?

Why?

5 comments:

She Who Eats Cookies said...

Everyone lies. It's like chocolate. :)

Anonymous said...

I think there are certain emotions connected to it, like fear or upsetting someone close to you. Why should one perceive lying as the logical course to move ahead? I think when fear is removed, one can fight it. I am trying too. Also when you are close to someone the best way to be closer is to yell the truth!

Gadgetgirl said...

Your not alone. My fucked up parents done trust me either. Like I care anyway!
U just need to keep pushing forward. There is always a rainbow after the rain! =). Hold on.

HUGS!

jorg wobblington lopez said...

maybe because reality is very boring.

Anonymouse said...

@Lopez- Reality IS boring, Unfortunately, I can't seem to notice the boundaries anymore, you know?
@GG- Thanks, mate. Hoping that rainbow isn't like the icky, dull ones I see over here. :D
@She Who Eats Cookies- So, when we lie, we become fat. Word of caution. xD